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James Kavanaugh


Will You Still Love Me?


When the day frightens me
 And the fog r efuses to melt before the sun,
When the accusers rise within me from the past
 And tell me I have failed
When i feel scarely valuable enought to live,
 Will you still love me?

When weariness overpowers me
 And I fear I cannot go on,
When there is no joy in my heart,
 And I struggle to laugh and even breathe,
When I'm afraid I have accomplished nothing worthwhile,
 Will you still love me?

When I am caught in the coccon of lost memories
 And encapsulated in marauding anxieties,
When the bruises of the past make me prisoner,
 And all the things I once dared now seem impossible,
When my thoughts race in a thousand, helpless directions,
 Will you still love me?

When I have finally answered the past accusing voices
 And find consistent delight in the present moment,
When I can laugh far into the night
 And am strong and brave in the morning,
When I have found the serene rhythm of my life-force,
 And can walk without clinging and run without bonds,
When I do not seem to need you, even then,
 Will you still love me?

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